... I know. I couldn't bring myself to keep trying. And then when Father left me in charge, I had some opportunities... but I just didn't have time for anything serious.
[A few desperate sessions of sex, but not a real relationship. And is he really about to admit this to his brother?]
He... wouldn't have approved of where most of my... attractions were, anyway. I'm supposed to carry on the line and all...
[He coughs slightly, glancing down at his chest to avoid his brother's gaze. He shouldn't have admitted that. he's never admitted that to anyone.]
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[A few desperate sessions of sex, but not a real relationship. And is he really about to admit this to his brother?]
He... wouldn't have approved of where most of my... attractions were, anyway. I'm supposed to carry on the line and all...
[He coughs slightly, glancing down at his chest to avoid his brother's gaze. He shouldn't have admitted that. he's never admitted that to anyone.]