[The kiss catches him off-guard. He wants to push Mitsuzane away, wants to hold him and make him understand that this is not acceptable. They're brothers. They're family. Putting aside even that, there's a ten year age gap. And even on top of that, the power imbalance is just too much.]
[And yet...]
[And yet he can feel his skin flushing, his body going painfully warm all over, his hands moving to hold Mitsuzane less protectively and more supporting him. He screams at himself to stop, to let go, to run away, but he can't. He's too weak to even do what's right here.]
[And he's aware, painfully aware of how Mitsuzane has grown into an attractive young man. So he doesn't resist, but kisses back briefly before pulling away, turning his head. His cheeks burn in shame.]
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[And yet...]
[And yet he can feel his skin flushing, his body going painfully warm all over, his hands moving to hold Mitsuzane less protectively and more supporting him. He screams at himself to stop, to let go, to run away, but he can't. He's too weak to even do what's right here.]
[And he's aware, painfully aware of how Mitsuzane has grown into an attractive young man. So he doesn't resist, but kisses back briefly before pulling away, turning his head. His cheeks burn in shame.]
Mitsuzane, I...