[As awkward as it kind of is, this closeness actually feels good? Micchi files that thought away into his subconscious.]

I will... [Micchi looks at a random spot on his pants for a good long while before finishing his sentence. At least niisan is patient and willing to let him finish.] Let you?

[Micchi's a great liar, no trouble at all, but this is hard because it has to be true. He has to say it and mean it! No more lying to niisan, not anymore. Not for the 'greater good' or whatever he thinks. Micchi can't trust his own judgement anymore, after all!]

It's just so hard, niisan. Letting someone in. Letting them see your vulnerablities. I never wanted anyone to try and take advantage of me.

[Look how well that worked, Micchi thinking he was so clever that even Sengoku Ryoma couldn't play him. He laughs bitterly at himself.]